How strong i believe

WTF? OMG....how coincident or it may not be coincident. It is a God's arrangement again? Because it is exactly 2 months that i haven't been blogging,i just found out. LOL!

Not shameful to tell,most of the time i believe in fate,i believe in miracle. But yet,i still believe things happen for at least a reason. How it happen??? I just don't want to know. I need all these sound "naive" thingy make me feel happy,feel relax. As the world is full of complication,full of anxiety. I think you also can't help it. That's why sometimes when i were looking to a kid,a child,a toddler,a baby,i found out that they are the happiest creature on earth. They face the world with their purest heart and cleanest mind. Amen!

So,just keep it simple and sweet. Sometimes! KISS.

*listening to "don't let real love pass you by" by Boyz II Men.*



Peace and love.
(Sept 7th 2008 1051,cloudy Sunday morning)

I LOVE CLOUDY DAY!!!!

The hardest thing

I find the hardest thing on earth to do is not saying "I love you", it is also not saying "I'm sorry,dear". But,it is building a relationship. May it be a love relationship,a business relationship,a family relationship. It's so fragile that anyone can break it if we are not careful about it by just hearing the rumors or thinking suspiciously.

In this hardest thing,there is one thing called "trust" is the utmost important. We can trust a person with wholly if the person is worth to trust and don't do foolish thing about us. But,what if he/she doesn't? Hmm.....it is indeed still the hardest thing.


*the thought that suddenly strike when listening to 98 degree's "the hardest thing"*



Peace and love.
(Sept 7th 2008,cloudy sunday morning 1039)

phrase to ponder

"All that we are,is the result that we have thought." - Buddha

"All power is from within and therefore under our control." - Robert Collier


Peace and love.
(July 7th 2008,Monday 0020)

wishes

too many wishes to long for. but,there are a few that must fulfill as soon as possible.

i wish i can get Producer Club Award 2008 from AIA.
i wish i can AT LEAST close US$100,000 for WALTON this year.
i wish i can repair my car air-conditioner and make my car a whole new look in this year.
i wish i can have a saving account of AT LEAST RM5,000 in this year.
i wish God can hear my wishes as He created me. He should know better than me. ALLELUIA!
i wish all my wish above come true by end of this year.

Pray hard to all my wish above. Amen!

Peace and love.
(July 7th 2008,0012)

slowing down

hmm...do i really need to slow down? some people say,"hey,young people...do thing fast,quick..better!","you are young,better do thing quick because time is money. time is money~~","time is everything,young man. just do it fast." ALL THE SAME SAYINGS that telling me to do thing fast and quick.

in fact,i know my limit. i really know my limit and i know what i m doing. i dont simply do a thing without a purpose,ok? i also know that doing thing slowly n too slow isnt good for me,especially in my career,my "rising sun" career. if i dont do it fast,other people will go to grab it. that time,regret is useless.

today,i did roadshow at Boulevard Shopping Mall from 4pm to 930pm. i quite like it and i really have change from last time i did. Mindset change me! I learnt from the past. this time,with the suggestion and help of LKC,it really helped alot. The different was so obvious if compare to Vincent Ong. Haii...what to do? Like LKC said,i really need to become Unit Manager as soon as possible. Then,i can do whatever i want after that. God,listen to my prayer~~!

be quick in a slower pace. what a confused phrase to say. :) YES,be quick and be slow too. I am the owner of myself.

ya,thanks Ah Luk for his ideas or "teaching" about choice ,about focus and the sharpness of it. actually,he refreshed my mind again. accidentally,he taught me something again. haha! Ya,he also said about leadership.

at roadshow,i met Leo,Albert,Icy Lim,Vivian Wong,Joey Wee,Eunice Lee. and,i just know who is Jacky or Jackie. Thanx God that i got new frens again! ;) ALLELUIA!


i've written a messy diary today. -_-


Peace and love.
(June 19th,friday 2238)

too much to help

in life,there are too much to catch up with. even cameras,videos with alot alot of people taking it,recording it. there are still some little things that we cant catch it. what we can do? Just remember it as memories in our heart and mind,or we just forget it. tats all...

life actually is so abstract,it's really an art. some people who enjoy it,say it's beautiful;people who dont like it,say it's cruel.

helpless~


Peace and love.
(June 15th,sunday 1503 (hot afternoon for Father's Day))

BIG APPLE

i've never tried any food that is selling in THE SPRING,kuching! But,i've tried BIG APPLE! i was lucky that everytime i dun have to queue up to buy it. i ate it for free~~HAHAHA! i've tried 5 types of it. it's not good to eat alot. too creamy and fatty. eewww~ lols!

today,i've eaten 3 of it n i've to stop it for today! somemore,i ate a fully chocolateeee one! OMG!!! it's yummy n creamy,but scary!!! FAT! it's ok to pamper ourselves,especially people like me for once in few months. coz i dun like to spend alot yet n i seldom pamper myself. pity of me~~

THANX,BIG APPLE and God!

*i like the weather now,extremely good to stay at home and relax. i need a pretty girl to accompany me. *wink*

Peace and love.
(June 8th,sunday (Still raining,but getting heavy now) 1549)

birthday...

WOW~~~I AM 24 and 1 day old today!!! anyway,i've got the 1st ever great celebration of my birthday in my life. it's nothing special,but considered thumbs up as it's meaningful and simple. yesterday,my birthday we went to DAMAI PURI RESORT & SPA for a day trip after i got some sort of bday lunch at home when i got home after PUBLIC MUTUAL small recruitment seminar.

DAMAI PURI really have some changes from the previous DAMAI BEACH. the room,the swimming pool,the bar,the view. i like it so much~~ya,if the price isnt the problem. hohoho!

in the evening around 745pm,we went to BUNTAL to have dinner.but,seem like allen didnt like the place alot.not only tat,he also didnt like d food there. i thought some others also felt d same. anyway,i paid the d dinner cost RM116!!! HAHAHA! this was the 1st time ever too,i paid so much on food,by cash somemore. i really won myself,out enemy is really ourselves!!! with God's help as well i can win,of course! ALLELUIA!

after tat,we went to PALM GARDEN (packy's mum restaurant) to fulfill su sistas and allen's dream were to eat "KETAM SURI" ("white pokka-dots crab" on red shell). then,we also ordered special fried chicken feets.

later we went back to DAMAI again,thought of wanted to overnight there.but,couldnt do tat. we left at 1130pm from DAMAI. i reached home at 1230am.

THE END OF MY BIRTHDAY happenings...


*from what i can see and predict,this year is a new beginning to me again!!! LOLS~God is with me all the way and always! ALLELUIA~!

Peace and love.
(June 8th,sunday (cloudy in the late morning,and raining in the afternoon) 1344)

wonderful June 2008! (continue part2)

hahaha! as if all the happening in June were great and really so wonderful. And now i just remember that,there was a sad thing happened two days ago. Price of petrol went hiking!!! It'll continue until no time!

Part of it,actually is good too! It's a lesson for some people who like to simply do their spending. spend unnecessary! buying luxuries,buying cars like buying toys,buying those thing that i am quite sure it's not their necessities. if it is,it is simply for their satisfaction and arrogant. siGh~~anyway,hope experience and time would teach them. as what had happened to me since almost two years ago. No,not i am a person who spend lavishly. But,i was in BIG financial problem due to con by a shit,so called "brother"! I had learnt from it~~

So,everything that happened and that is happening,it's at least for a reason! Nothing just happen without any reason. Like you were born in this world,there must be a male and female fucked willingly or unwillingly years or decades ago. Then,you were produced! lols~


Peace and love.
(June 7th,saturday 0909)