People,you who have a dream,who have a desire,please don't quit! For you who never let go of your dream,you will never disappear (quoted from "Yellow").
I somehow got the answer in my life and i didnt really realize it until it's reassured by other successful normal human being,just like everyone of us! Many people who are successful in one way or another,is they never quit. They just keep on trying and trying,they dont care what is going on around them as long as it's right and legal too. Ya,what i want to emphasis here is,the dreams and desires that we must have isnt for war and terrorism. So,it should be the right one,the legal one,the peaceful one.
Then,i hope everyone who got dreams and desires. PLEASE,PLEASE keep it on. Let the flame burns until it brings light to other people's life. Cheers!!!
Peace and love.
(may 29th 2008,0101) *from now onwards i decided to put the date and time here as i dont know why the time and date in blogger.com doesnt showing the right one. :(
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Not only just a horoscope tales to me on 29th May 2008 (Thursday)
Focusing on what is holding you back is silly. You must focus more on what can be.
Focusing on what is holding you back or what is missing is not going to get you anywhere! Right now, you need to forget about the things you don't like about your life -- because the more you think about them, the more power you are giving them. So today, put a smile on your face and be confident. And if you can't feel confident, then fake it until you do! If you can convince yourself of your value, then other people will be convinced of it, too -- and things will start changing.
AMEN!
Peace and love.
Focusing on what is holding you back or what is missing is not going to get you anywhere! Right now, you need to forget about the things you don't like about your life -- because the more you think about them, the more power you are giving them. So today, put a smile on your face and be confident. And if you can't feel confident, then fake it until you do! If you can convince yourself of your value, then other people will be convinced of it, too -- and things will start changing.
AMEN!
Peace and love.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
going to a new chapter
*praying with gratitude in my heart that everything is running fine in my life. Amen. And,i can see that it's getting better and better. I know,there must be something so good is going to happen which i might feel so unreal to believe. Oh~when will it comes???
WOW,time really flies so fast that i didnt blog for two days. recently,i am trying my best to do things slowly but yet effectively with less effort. Got to think some smart ways to do the tasks. anyway,i think i can be getting better and better to make things right and still right if i face it.
does God exist? for me,i feel it does. because i dont think what had happened and is happening in my life now is like well-planned? or coincident? for example,AIA is asking to recruit people in month of May for the passport in order to get RM1000. So,i dont give myself pressure anymore to do the job. I just let it be. But,it's like suddenly last Saturday (24th May) i got two potential friends to recruit (Ivan Sim,and Fernandez Joefrey). Now,i wish they can join me! Amen.
and,and tomorrow Wednesday night (28th May) WALTON is going to held a seminar in Hilton. I suddenly felt that i can easily invite people to go there and i m sure there be at least 1 or 2 couples will go and few other individuals are going too, upon my invitation. Ooh,how amazing is that??? It's like i discovered a formula to do my works. It's the Power of Relaxation,as i try to be relaxed when doing my job. in the end,i still can get my job done. Amen.
lastly,i hope i can close a case for insurance in order to get a motivation book from my respective mentor,Mr. LKC! Amen.
Peace and love.
WOW,time really flies so fast that i didnt blog for two days. recently,i am trying my best to do things slowly but yet effectively with less effort. Got to think some smart ways to do the tasks. anyway,i think i can be getting better and better to make things right and still right if i face it.
does God exist? for me,i feel it does. because i dont think what had happened and is happening in my life now is like well-planned? or coincident? for example,AIA is asking to recruit people in month of May for the passport in order to get RM1000. So,i dont give myself pressure anymore to do the job. I just let it be. But,it's like suddenly last Saturday (24th May) i got two potential friends to recruit (Ivan Sim,and Fernandez Joefrey). Now,i wish they can join me! Amen.
and,and tomorrow Wednesday night (28th May) WALTON is going to held a seminar in Hilton. I suddenly felt that i can easily invite people to go there and i m sure there be at least 1 or 2 couples will go and few other individuals are going too, upon my invitation. Ooh,how amazing is that??? It's like i discovered a formula to do my works. It's the Power of Relaxation,as i try to be relaxed when doing my job. in the end,i still can get my job done. Amen.
lastly,i hope i can close a case for insurance in order to get a motivation book from my respective mentor,Mr. LKC! Amen.
Peace and love.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
work smart and relax
*attended SARBEX FAIR today. got few leads/prospects from there. YEAH! May God's strength to close sales from some of them. Amen.
from now onwards,i decided to work smart n sometimes hard,but RELAX. because i feel that i might get high-blood pressure (hypertension) or even worse,i will get STROKE at early age like late 20s. OH,may God's powerful healing hands heals upon me. Amen. I swear to God i'll not work without consider about my health anymore,i swear!
i want to live healthily and get the genetic sickness as late as possible. AMEN. (because i know i cannot run away from hypertension and diabetic due to my both parents got that too :|) anyway,just keep in prayer always. Amen.
Now,i can see how mighty,how powerful,how strong,how generous,how merciful,how good,how great is God. He's indescribable,He is extremely super-duper mighty!!! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA! No one can compares that for He's the really only and the only ONE! ALLELUIA! He's the King of Kings,He's the Lord of Lords,He's the best of the best and still the extremely best!!! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA!
Lord Jesus Christ,only Thou can bring me near to God. So,please help me! Please help me to make me sleep soundly tonight. I want to feel relax totally. Forget about everything to go into Your land of happiness. Heavenly happy and away from worries and sadness. ALLELUIA!
God,i cant stop to praise You now. I cant stop to fulfill Your wish and will. I hope i can continue on and on. Remind me. Amen.
Peace and love. (Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit,help me to make me to sleep soundly and sweetly. Amen.)
from now onwards,i decided to work smart n sometimes hard,but RELAX. because i feel that i might get high-blood pressure (hypertension) or even worse,i will get STROKE at early age like late 20s. OH,may God's powerful healing hands heals upon me. Amen. I swear to God i'll not work without consider about my health anymore,i swear!
i want to live healthily and get the genetic sickness as late as possible. AMEN. (because i know i cannot run away from hypertension and diabetic due to my both parents got that too :|) anyway,just keep in prayer always. Amen.
Now,i can see how mighty,how powerful,how strong,how generous,how merciful,how good,how great is God. He's indescribable,He is extremely super-duper mighty!!! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA! No one can compares that for He's the really only and the only ONE! ALLELUIA! He's the King of Kings,He's the Lord of Lords,He's the best of the best and still the extremely best!!! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA! ALLELUIA!
Lord Jesus Christ,only Thou can bring me near to God. So,please help me! Please help me to make me sleep soundly tonight. I want to feel relax totally. Forget about everything to go into Your land of happiness. Heavenly happy and away from worries and sadness. ALLELUIA!
God,i cant stop to praise You now. I cant stop to fulfill Your wish and will. I hope i can continue on and on. Remind me. Amen.
Peace and love. (Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit,help me to make me to sleep soundly and sweetly. Amen.)
Friday, May 23, 2008
challenge
*finally,it rained! after more than a week of hot scorching sun squeezing his energy.
yesterday,my first day i started my work after falled sick for 3 days. ya,it's a good start and i learned alot alot of new things which could be used in my career path from today onwards. but,everything starts with a small step like a cute baby tender step on the sand. Hmmm...
i met my mentor and who is my "expensive person" (gui-ren) again after more than a year i didn't really discuss about my career matter with him. he recalled me back of something again...THANX,Mr. LKC!
so,i tried to put myself in relax mode as didn't want to push myself too hard to think and work anymore. don't want to torture my body n mind in a way some more. Health is something money can't buy. would i remember this always? lols!
i jz chat with xu jie (amy) just now. one of the thing i told her was,we might not be friend again some day. she asked me why? i just insisted not to tell her as i don't have the solid evidence. i can't tell,but what made me to that judgment was because i found out we got too much different in thoughts currently. ya,it's undeniable that she was a foreigner in people's place for so long,especially london. she has too much things that i can't accept. i just can't yet,i would say.
and,if one day i can catch up with that differences. then,we might continue to be friend. do i think i can? HAHA! of which i think it's not enough time for me to do so anymore. so,let the time tell. this is what i told her as well. God bless her...
this is the diary for me today. i think. (yes,i have too much uncertainties about me again....usual)
Peace and love.
yesterday,my first day i started my work after falled sick for 3 days. ya,it's a good start and i learned alot alot of new things which could be used in my career path from today onwards. but,everything starts with a small step like a cute baby tender step on the sand. Hmmm...
i met my mentor and who is my "expensive person" (gui-ren) again after more than a year i didn't really discuss about my career matter with him. he recalled me back of something again...THANX,Mr. LKC!
so,i tried to put myself in relax mode as didn't want to push myself too hard to think and work anymore. don't want to torture my body n mind in a way some more. Health is something money can't buy. would i remember this always? lols!
i jz chat with xu jie (amy) just now. one of the thing i told her was,we might not be friend again some day. she asked me why? i just insisted not to tell her as i don't have the solid evidence. i can't tell,but what made me to that judgment was because i found out we got too much different in thoughts currently. ya,it's undeniable that she was a foreigner in people's place for so long,especially london. she has too much things that i can't accept. i just can't yet,i would say.
and,if one day i can catch up with that differences. then,we might continue to be friend. do i think i can? HAHA! of which i think it's not enough time for me to do so anymore. so,let the time tell. this is what i told her as well. God bless her...
this is the diary for me today. i think. (yes,i have too much uncertainties about me again....usual)
Peace and love.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
music.cry
i am an emotional person especially when i m very weak in my heart and mind. music can soothe me down,music can motivates me,music can recalls my memories,music can breaks my heart...so,this is how strong and important a music is that plays in my life. Music can makes me to start my tears,as well as to stop my tears. It can be a happy happy tears or sad tears.
In the end,music is my soul. and,tears that flows down my cheeks make me feel so comfortable in my heart. It washes away my worries and takes away my burdens,at least temporary if it's not for permanent.
Peace and love.
In the end,music is my soul. and,tears that flows down my cheeks make me feel so comfortable in my heart. It washes away my worries and takes away my burdens,at least temporary if it's not for permanent.
Peace and love.
love
Other way of thinking. do u ever think like if something bad happened,actually it's not that way? In fact,everything in this world is full of "love", everywhere is full of "love". Just there are too much negative words are created,made us think negatively. hmm....may be u don't know what i mean. i also don't want to elaborate or explain it too much. It's ok...! too deep? never mind,it's for my own reading in the future,may be after few months,few years later. or may be few decades later?? Who knows?
ok...continue. LOVE is happening to everyone,in everyone's heart and mind. bad person and good person,thief and police,criminal and victims. Why? Thief snatches things because they loves your things and they loves the excitement of doing that. Police loves to catch the thief because that's their job. If they don't do so,they can't get promotion and can't get their salary increases. Gangster loves to fight and be the king because they loves to be like Mohd. Ali (they can't) and loves to be like the ruler or emperor or sultan (they can't).
So,everything got a reason to support. and,the root of every reasons comes from "love". For me,i love to be sucked,i love to listen to music,i love to watch movies,i love to do bad things. Ya,i don't mean bad things are "bad" things,okay?? it's just because of the rules and regulations has been set by the authorities and governments,we don't follow it. it becomes "bad" things (it's only for those morons who need to follow and be the guidance in what they are doing).
Let's put clubbing for example. Is clubbing a bad things? No!!! Is club,pub or bar a bad place to hang around? No!!! But,why there are bouncers or security guards there to look after the place. It's because the morons like to misuse it. They are selfish or self-centered. The morons like to fight there,selling drugs there....etc.
Last sentence. Everything that happens is because of the one and the only one powerful word "LOVE".
Peace and love.
*p/s: most of the sentence that i've written above can be argued,in fact. But,who cares? If we accept and agree with it,we take as advice. Or else,we forget it until we experience and feel it one day.
ok...continue. LOVE is happening to everyone,in everyone's heart and mind. bad person and good person,thief and police,criminal and victims. Why? Thief snatches things because they loves your things and they loves the excitement of doing that. Police loves to catch the thief because that's their job. If they don't do so,they can't get promotion and can't get their salary increases. Gangster loves to fight and be the king because they loves to be like Mohd. Ali (they can't) and loves to be like the ruler or emperor or sultan (they can't).
So,everything got a reason to support. and,the root of every reasons comes from "love". For me,i love to be sucked,i love to listen to music,i love to watch movies,i love to do bad things. Ya,i don't mean bad things are "bad" things,okay?? it's just because of the rules and regulations has been set by the authorities and governments,we don't follow it. it becomes "bad" things (it's only for those morons who need to follow and be the guidance in what they are doing).
Let's put clubbing for example. Is clubbing a bad things? No!!! Is club,pub or bar a bad place to hang around? No!!! But,why there are bouncers or security guards there to look after the place. It's because the morons like to misuse it. They are selfish or self-centered. The morons like to fight there,selling drugs there....etc.
Last sentence. Everything that happens is because of the one and the only one powerful word "LOVE".
Peace and love.
*p/s: most of the sentence that i've written above can be argued,in fact. But,who cares? If we accept and agree with it,we take as advice. Or else,we forget it until we experience and feel it one day.
Oowwh...
I forgot to do an official launch of the blog to myself. It's ok,the previous entries were a soft launch for me.
Deng...Deng....Deng....This is the new place for me to do something i like. Hopefully,it will be my life companion no matter rain or shine. It will carries me on through my sadness or happiness,my up and down.
May God bless this place with love and full of prosperities in whatever i wish. Amen.
Deng...Deng....Deng....This is the new place for me to do something i like. Hopefully,it will be my life companion no matter rain or shine. It will carries me on through my sadness or happiness,my up and down.
May God bless this place with love and full of prosperities in whatever i wish. Amen.
today
today,i discovered new thing in life again. SiGh~~(again,i m sighing. but,hope it's not too late) what i've discovered? i finally found older and elderly people especially 40's and above most of the time got their words correctly. Hence,we shouldn't argue it anymore (youngsters n teenagers out there,please be obedient. you'll realize it some day).
i should not be too rushed to fulfill my achievements and dreams in my life anymore. it's not worthy IF i sacrifice my health and life to earn the money to achieve my desires. Ya,it's true that i need to take a slower pace than previous days to enjoy some breeze whispers into my ears,the sunshine that provides me Vitamin D,the green leaves that comfort my eyes....
i should start a new life. brand new life. renewal of life. i should surrender to God. for the past two years,i have been trying to be friend with the devil. the devil indeed is myself as well,as i keep fighting with myself. how can i do that?? stupid me...haiii. how cruel i did that to myself,right? stupid,fool,dump,moron. LOL~~enough of cursing myself,no? ok,you add on it! THE BIGGEST ENEMY IS OUR LIFE IS,OURSELF! No,you don't have to get other answer anymore. This is the definite answer.
In fact,there are alot and indefinite arguements to judge,to debate,to fight under this amazing incredible universe. So,want to fight for it?? For me,i don't want anymore. But....but,i will still extend my help to whoever and whatever i can help with what i can afford. Yes,only if i can and i care because i can't bother too much anymore. If my body burns by fire....i might let it be (this is how i face my world now,don't bother anymore.) No air, breathless...(haha,what a coincident. these are among the two hottest songs at my place here now.)
Peace and love.
i should not be too rushed to fulfill my achievements and dreams in my life anymore. it's not worthy IF i sacrifice my health and life to earn the money to achieve my desires. Ya,it's true that i need to take a slower pace than previous days to enjoy some breeze whispers into my ears,the sunshine that provides me Vitamin D,the green leaves that comfort my eyes....
i should start a new life. brand new life. renewal of life. i should surrender to God. for the past two years,i have been trying to be friend with the devil. the devil indeed is myself as well,as i keep fighting with myself. how can i do that?? stupid me...haiii. how cruel i did that to myself,right? stupid,fool,dump,moron. LOL~~enough of cursing myself,no? ok,you add on it! THE BIGGEST ENEMY IS OUR LIFE IS,OURSELF! No,you don't have to get other answer anymore. This is the definite answer.
In fact,there are alot and indefinite arguements to judge,to debate,to fight under this amazing incredible universe. So,want to fight for it?? For me,i don't want anymore. But....but,i will still extend my help to whoever and whatever i can help with what i can afford. Yes,only if i can and i care because i can't bother too much anymore. If my body burns by fire....i might let it be (this is how i face my world now,don't bother anymore.) No air, breathless...(haha,what a coincident. these are among the two hottest songs at my place here now.)
Peace and love.
sick
sick of my body, sick of my life, sick of m career, sick of my relationship, sick of the world, sick of the natural disaster,sick of everything. the things that can be seen always,and long for eternity by human being always make people sick. Why? why? WhY? WHY? wHy? ????
is there anything that can last for ever and ever. tats all? God? Yes,it's undeniable that God is the answer (i m not trying to be religious here). like me,when there is hopeless,the pain is sucked into my bone,i got nowhere to go anymore. then,God is the person i call for. siGh~~
is there anything that can last for ever and ever. tats all? God? Yes,it's undeniable that God is the answer (i m not trying to be religious here). like me,when there is hopeless,the pain is sucked into my bone,i got nowhere to go anymore. then,God is the person i call for. siGh~~
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