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*finally,it rained! after more than a week of hot scorching sun squeezing his energy.

yesterday,my first day i started my work after falled sick for 3 days. ya,it's a good start and i learned alot alot of new things which could be used in my career path from today onwards. but,everything starts with a small step like a cute baby tender step on the sand. Hmmm...

i met my mentor and who is my "expensive person" (gui-ren) again after more than a year i didn't really discuss about my career matter with him. he recalled me back of something again...THANX,Mr. LKC!

so,i tried to put myself in relax mode as didn't want to push myself too hard to think and work anymore. don't want to torture my body n mind in a way some more. Health is something money can't buy. would i remember this always? lols!

i jz chat with xu jie (amy) just now. one of the thing i told her was,we might not be friend again some day. she asked me why? i just insisted not to tell her as i don't have the solid evidence. i can't tell,but what made me to that judgment was because i found out we got too much different in thoughts currently. ya,it's undeniable that she was a foreigner in people's place for so long,especially london. she has too much things that i can't accept. i just can't yet,i would say.
and,if one day i can catch up with that differences. then,we might continue to be friend. do i think i can? HAHA! of which i think it's not enough time for me to do so anymore. so,let the time tell. this is what i told her as well. God bless her...

this is the diary for me today. i think. (yes,i have too much uncertainties about me again....usual)


Peace and love.