today

today,i discovered new thing in life again. SiGh~~(again,i m sighing. but,hope it's not too late) what i've discovered? i finally found older and elderly people especially 40's and above most of the time got their words correctly. Hence,we shouldn't argue it anymore (youngsters n teenagers out there,please be obedient. you'll realize it some day).

i should not be too rushed to fulfill my achievements and dreams in my life anymore. it's not worthy IF i sacrifice my health and life to earn the money to achieve my desires. Ya,it's true that i need to take a slower pace than previous days to enjoy some breeze whispers into my ears,the sunshine that provides me Vitamin D,the green leaves that comfort my eyes....

i should start a new life. brand new life. renewal of life. i should surrender to God. for the past two years,i have been trying to be friend with the devil. the devil indeed is myself as well,as i keep fighting with myself. how can i do that?? stupid me...haiii. how cruel i did that to myself,right? stupid,fool,dump,moron. LOL~~enough of cursing myself,no? ok,you add on it! THE BIGGEST ENEMY IS OUR LIFE IS,OURSELF! No,you don't have to get other answer anymore. This is the definite answer.

In fact,there are alot and indefinite arguements to judge,to debate,to fight under this amazing incredible universe. So,want to fight for it?? For me,i don't want anymore. But....but,i will still extend my help to whoever and whatever i can help with what i can afford. Yes,only if i can and i care because i can't bother too much anymore. If my body burns by fire....i might let it be (this is how i face my world now,don't bother anymore.) No air, breathless...(haha,what a coincident. these are among the two hottest songs at my place here now.)

Peace and love.